Ello 😉
So my day has been filled with drawing… but I have been pushing my boundaries… I’ve been drawing from my head !!
This is ‘new’ to me, I usually draw from pictures but something inside of me wanted to test my skills & so “Scream” & “Alien” came about.
Today was a poop day I was hung over BIG time 😦 that one whiskey the night before was maybe a step too far (spirits and me just don’t mix)
I was also in the dog house as I was late to bed & late up (as usual) plus I’d drank all of his cans of larger… this isn’t good & I am a grade A t*t my Hubby is a gem, he’s no soft touch or a lovey but by god he is a fecking good dad & what you see is what you get…
I wont talk about him in detail as I respect his privacy this blog is my take on ‘my’ life… but I feel I need to set a picture & give you a basic understanding of my better half…
He is in essence my soul mate, my hero, my life…. shoot me now for being a soppy cow but seriously he is my ‘rock’ he grounds me & protects me..
I am taking him for granted though & this is a FACT… here I have a guy who gets up every morning with our 2 toddlers & waits for me to surface very rarely does he complain… but I know I am wrecking this relationship.
My Hubby is a worker… fighting against stereotype…
He has worked full-time since he was 15yrs of age… 11yrs service with the British Army, 10yrs+ in the IT Security/Digital Forensic Industries/Banking & now he is embarking on a massive career change…
This year he has took on an Access To Higher Education course.. he has been told at a minimum he’ll get a merit but tops he’ll walk away with a distinction…. this is fantastic !!
He was told at school many moons ago that he was worth nothing… & wouldn’t amount to anything…
Do you know what though…. he has proved those b*stards ALL WRONG !!
My hubby has been found to be dyslexic… He isn’t ‘Thick’ as he was branded… He is Special !!
He is a man who has moulded himself a career based on self-doubt & so many insecurities…
He is off to Uni in September, Forensic Psychology is his chosen path…
I just ‘Know’ he’ll excel & I know he has finally found what he’s been searching for all these years… his future, his purpose………
Thanks for reading 🙂 x
Missy Manic 